My high school crush just recently posted on Facebook that he is in a relationship.
How did this make me feel?
Indifferent. Then sad.
Sad because of the indifference I felt. He used to mean everything to me (well almost everything...) and now he barely means a thing to me.
Sad isn't it? How feelings that I had for two years just disappeared in one month? How we used to see each other everyday to hardly seeing each other at all?
How I used to chase every moment I could get with him down to barely caring about seeing him?
It's just strange how I felt nothing. So strange that I cried over it. This is the second time he made me cry. Ha. I really do cry too easily, but anyhoot.
It breaks my heart to know that I don't care about him like I use to. And it breaks my heart even more to know that we hardly speak anymore. The connection between me and him is lost. We'll never be the same again. Funny how I had a feeling it would turn out like this.
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