But the comfort of knowing who my readers are helps me say what I really want to say.
On Tumblr, there are some random people liking your blog posts and then there's the whole people finding me on there too.
It's annoying, but I guess it's my fault for not being more careful.
Anyhoot. I've been feeling a bit jealous.
Math Club Guy is playing Tetris with someone else and talking to her a lot. That's what they do a lot..... talk about and play Tetris. I have no idea why I feel jealous at all..... am I feeling a bit insecure? Do I just want some closure from something that did not ever happen?
I think I do.
And lately.......... I've been feeling more alone. Whether they're doing it intentionally or not, I can't help but feel a pang in my heart when my friends talk about their significant other or the person the like. They have moments and conversations with that person almost daily whereas I am just stuck trying to talk to someone who is busy, which in turn, makes me feel like a bother. I need to get out of this rut, but I don't even know if I want to. I wish I knew what to say to him and I wish there was more to talk to him about.
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