Thursday, April 28, 2011

Today was a good day.

Recap of the week:
Sunday was a blur.

Monday was meh. Had work and school then I went home. Also found out that my grandpa passed away at 5 a.m, but I kind of already said that... that day I didn't want to talk to anyone.

Tuesday went to lunch with a friend. He thought I was mad at him because I didn't hug him (but I didn't feel like giving one, he was sick, and I didn't really notice the gesture) and I didn't want him to walk me to Math Club. Oh. And I was also quiet most of the time. My parents had an argument that night. It was rather stupid. I tried to break it up, but my mom wouldn't listen. Luckily, my dad did, but that was after I started crying a whole bunch. I tried calling Macken, but he didn't pick up which was probably a good thing since I was a literal mess.

Wednesday wasn't any better. The anger and sorrow carried on. I felt like crap that morning. I felt like breaking down in tears, punching walls, screaming, etc etc. I also got my AAS 33B midterm back and I did pretty bleh on it. So now I have to buy Sunny and Tony lunch. Anywho. Later that day I visited Professor Do and I told him that lately I haven't been able to focus. He asked why and I just choked up. I told him about my grandpa and everything that has basically happened over the past three years. He made me feel a little better. Oh. And my mom told me that Monday is the day of the burial.... and apparently funerals last three days. Macken told me something about him and... well it was strange, but nice. I always like learning more about people. It's always.... nice. Speaking of nice, Macken and I had a nice conversation that night. Oh.... and I also left him a crappy thank you note and some delicious peanut butter cookies for him in his classroom/workshop.

Thursday/Today was actually a good day. Woke up to a call from Kevin (the Jersey one) and talked for a bit. I skipped my English class since I didn't finish the essay and today we were going to have a workshop which is basically when we peer edit other people's essay. I stayed in Math Club and tried to work on my paper, but I ended up playing the Pokemon game my friend programmed. Also, I was tezting Tony that morning because I asked him to do me a favor the previous night. The favor was to turn in my paper on Monday since I wouldn't be there and he asked why. I texted him the answer and he later comes into Math Club and asks me why I'm not coming on Monday. I told him to read the text because I didn't want to say it. When he read it, all he said was: "Ah. I gotcha." It wasn't what I expected. Maybe it's because I used shifty eyes or something, but it just wasn't what I thought he would say or do. I guess I liked Macken's response a lot more. I mean.... sorry doesn't mean or feel like much when you lose someone, but it's enough to let someone know that you care.
Oh yeah. And Macken also offered to be a "shoulder to cry on" in a way. He said that if I needed to talk to anyone, I could talk to him. It was a nice gesture...
Anyways. Tony and his girlfriend are cute together...... just a random thought. And I took the president of Math Club's phone and updated his status twice for laughs and giggles. I didn't put anything bad, just what he was doing which was playing chess with Tony and a less than three. He said that it was gay because he doesn't use emotiocons like Tony who texts/types like a girl. Tony said, "I don't text like a girl!!" and his girlfriend said, "No comment," which made me laugh. Math Club president's phone was weird and didn't let him delete it, so he had to get his laptop and delete both of them. After that I went to Macken's office hours.
We hung out for a while... kinda. Well he was writing his lecture and I was there looking at it. I also fixed his lead pencil..... and then I started reading for my paper. He offered me a green apple, and I declined. Later I ate it and stuck the sticker on Macken's back. Then we kept trying to stick the sticker on each other. Apparently he put it in my hair, but I guess it fell out or something because we never saw it again......
Another thing I realized today was that my friends are the best. They are there for me no matter what.
I could go on about my day, but I'm getting kind of lazy and I feel bad for knocking Tenshi's head off my forearm every time she puts it down because I can't type well with it one my forearm....

That sentence was wordy. Okays. Time to do something. I should do Discrete homework tomorrow since I'll be busy all weekend..... I also need to find a way to add my paper in....

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