Idiot.

Though I feel happy right now, last night I couldn't help but feel like a complete IDIOT!
I missed you way too much. More than I have ever missed you before I believe. The last time I saw you, I just simply told you about the meteor shower that night and asked how you did on your AP Calculus exam.
The last time we talked over the phone was about a month or so ago. I asked you where you worked, you told me you were a drug dealer. I asked you if I baked cookies again, would you ever want some. You answered that you didn't really care and after a few moments, you said fine. That would have probably hurt my feelings if I weren't too happy talking to you.
The last time we actually had a conversation face to face was when I came to your house when you just barely woke up. You told me I was crazy for going over to someone's house without them knowing. I told you I tried calling you last night but you didn't pick up. I also told you that I called 10 minutes ago. Shiro wanted to play with your cat, Kitty. It was one of the happiest days of summer... until I saw Espiripoo and Shiro ran off after he and I got ice cream. Har har. The ice cream was good and Espiripoo is a good kid when he wants to be. Shiro running off scared me to near death though.

Anyways. I just miss you. I wanted to see you so badly yesterday, but when I thought I saw your sister's boyfriend skating with two people behind him, I got nervous. I thought one of them could be you. I thought I looked like a complete mes. I turned around and walked back only to realize a couple of steps later that I should have just kept walking. That I wouldn't have minded seeing you... even if you didn't stop to see me. A little too late, you were already across the street. I'm so bad at timing.
In the end, I went to your house anyway and hung out with your brother and little sister. Your twin sister was there, but we didn't talk much. Your mom is super sweet and that cake she gave me a slice of was delicious.

Yeah... that was probably the highlight of my day yesterday... and of course the hour long conversation with Kevin. I'm pretty sure we talked for like 3 or so hours yesterday.

There's a bug in my room. I should let it out or something.