Saturday, October 30, 2010

Happy.

I saw you today... working.
Brandy was with me and she said, "Watch. I bet you he's going to smile."
I responded by saying, "That's part of his job though!" and she said that you're not smiling right now. And then I hid behind her out of my timidness.

My heart kept beating faster than normal... faster than it would when I was near you in high school. It's funny how time and distance does that to you.

I felt the blood rush to my face causing my cheeks to burn.
We were getting closer to you. I was getting closer to you.

We finally got to you and you.... smiled.

I noticed you put your plugs back in... and there was a reddish tint in your cheeks or maybe that was my imagination, but if it wasn't, then you were probably just embarrassed. (Yes. I still will not believe that you and I will ever be.)
Anyways. As you were checking out our candles, you mumbled, "Oh my gosh... you guys found out where I worked. I still sell drugs though..."
I laughed and told you to get me some adderall to help me focus on homework. You gave me that cute little confused look of yours... and I was too distracted to pay any attention to paying for the candles. I probably held up the line, but I didn't care. I was too happy because I finally got to see you... and you smiled... at me.

I never thought a simple gesture could make me fill with such bliss.

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