I hate feeling like crap when I don't see you. I hate how my hearts hurts just a little bit when I think of you. I hate how I never told you how I felt because I was too scared that EVERYTHING will change between us. I hate feeling sad when you don't answer my calls/texts/anything else.

I hate feeling like I need you in my life because honestly, this feeling is only temporary and it'll fade... hopefully and if not, then I'm screwed... again.