Me: "Alright Kevin. Imma let you go to sleep. G'night."
Kevin: "G'night. Have dreams about that kid."
Me: "Oh haha Kevin." *

But instead of having dreams about him, I had dreams about the other guy. Oh snaps.
It feels like no matter how hard I try to get over/run away from him, I always end up back where I started only this time, I fell a whole lot harder.
I hope this time I'm really over him and I'm not using the other one as a rebound. I want it to be something real, not something temporary.

Geez. I'm getting way too ahead of myself. I hardly even know the guy and I've only seen him in person 3 times.

I need to get my hormones back in place and feel nothing at all for awhile. And by that I mean I don't want to like anyone at the moment... or be in a romantic relationship with anyone except for my husband.



*The last few seconds of our conversation went something along those lines