Mopey.

Today I just moped around. Why?
Dunno. Life feels.... bland. I feel like I shouldn't be where I am now.
Something feels off. I wish I was somewhere else. I wish I could spend a day away from society... well a day with someone who I could open up to and they the same.

I guess I don't really have someone like that except Kevin, but he's too far and we can't have a get away when we're 2000 miles apart.

I just wish I had one day like that.
Life feels like a giant mess. I feel like I'm on the sidelines again.

My friends are out enjoying their lives and I'm just here. I feel like an empty vessel.
Whatever.