Weird

Still thinking about Macken makes me angry, but only when I see something that makes me think of him.
Ah well. Maybe I should ask Tony about his reasoning.


Anyhoot. It's apparently been 49 days since my grandpa died. Crazy, right?
I can't even believe it myself.
I'm in that denial/acceptance phase where I believe it, but sometimes I just forget.

Things have been weird lately. I need someone to talk to about all of this, but where to start is always the question.