ACK!!!

I feel like an idiot!!
Why does it take me so long to realize the somewhat obvious?!

You were in fact.... interested in me... even if it were just a little bit.

I know it wasn't just all in my imagination now!!
Before you use to pester me about where I work, and now you can hardly care less.
You use to call me back, now you don't.
You use to write to me on Facebook, now it's just a one-way thing.
You use text me on a weekly basis, but now you only text me about class!

THE LIST GOES ON!!!
Maybe not so much the texting thing.... and the Facebook thing.... but the ones before that.... it wasn't my imagination.

I should have said something, shouldn't I?
But all this time, I've been waiting for you to do it. I have problems with letting people in, and I get scared when I fall for someone.
Yeah. I have commitment problems. But just that once.... just for you, I was willing to let my guard down. I was willing to let you in so that you could show me that being in a relationship isn't something to fear.

Urgh. I feel like an idiot now.
I miss it when you use to text me goodnight....
And when I would check my phone when I got to school to see that you texted me back apologizing for falling asleep on me.

Maybe you didn't, and still don't, like me as much as you like her....