I have concluded that I don't like anyone.
Well.. not concluded.... more like, "I don't want to like anyone."
Still too scared of letting another in. I keep everything to myself.
Like today... it's been about what? 6 years since that incident?
Yeah. I still think about it from time to time, but then today I thought, "Why celebrate something so strange? Oh right. Turning point of my life."
Well... moving away from the subject of that "incident" and going back to him (cause everything is about him nowadays....) I feel like.... I can't be mad at you at all. Why? Because you're too much of a nice guy..... how can I be mad at someone nice?
I couldn't. Even if you hurt me, I just couldn't be mad at you. I know you didn't do any of it intentionally, so I shouldn't be mad or anything of the like.
Erk. Well at least I don't like you.... I think.... maybe that feeling is sleeping since you're with someone or something like that.... maybe because I don't want to feel sad/hurt whenever I think about you anymore.
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