Thinking..

That I can't think straight when I am around you.
When you talk to me, I have the hardest time coming up with what to say next.
When you're around me, my mind goes blank.
When you're sitting next to me, I can't help but try to not look at you.
When you talk about seeing her, I think about punching myself in the face.

I've gone too far. Almost to the point of no return.

But.... I'm really hoping everything works out. I hope this friendship works and I don't mess everything up somehow (cause I have a way of always doing that kind of thing).