I'm pathetic.

I told you about that place I was going to take someone to someday. Why? Because every time you talk to me, it's like I have to obey.

I really really want to cry right now because you're going to more than likely take her there. How lucky is she? Pretty darn lucky.

What's this special place you ask, dear reader?
It's a place that one of my friends told me to go to if I wanted to watch meteor showers at because it has a great view.

Who was I going to take? Someone special to me..... when I find that special someone who loves me, and I the same.

Whenever that day comes, right? Well.... if it ever comes.

p.s. He canceled our ice cream date. I should be more upset, but I don't think I am. I'm more upset that I could kind of revolved my whole week around that "date".