That strange feeling when you feel like you're about to cry, but you're trying your best to fight it

I have the strongest need to just talk to someone right now.

What sucks is I don't want to feel like a bother.

What sucks even more is I always always get the feeling of wanting to talk to someone in the middle of the night when everyone is sleeping or busy doing this or that.


What's strange is that even though I have a good day, I have a not-so-good night.
Maybe it's because night is the time I think. Night is the time I lay everything down and think.

Sometimes thinking is your worst enemy. Other times, it is your best friend.

I really really really miss you Joel. I feel like I'm at peace whenever I talk to you... and that peaceful feeling is what I need right now. A feeling that everything will be alright. That everything will work out one way or another.