We communicate.

But am I the only one feeling it?
Like there's something more to this?
Maybe..... but.... reader, you see that blob on the side there?
That was me drawing him..... and I can never get his hair right...
But anywho. When I was doodling it, he had this cute little question mark expression on his face.
And then I crossed it out because, like I said, I messed up. Because every time I think of him, my breath gets short. My heart skips a beat. Etc etc.

When I was done, we stopped writing for a bit and continued taking notes for class.

Then he wrote, "ugh 3 meals a day is killing me."

He's just....... too cute.
I seriously would like to lie next to him and stare at the ceiling for a long time with him.... fully clothed of course.

Too bad the moment ended when we walked out of class and your girlfriend was outside waiting for you and you said, "Hey! You're out early," and you reached in to hug her.

I remember when you did that to me..... the first and only time you did that to me.
It was when I gave you cookies. The day before Thanksgiving Break. I wasn't expecting it and I didn't hug back at all. You caught me off guard. And back then.... I didn't want to fall for you, but I guess it's a little too late for that now.

I'm really really hoping I can handle this. I'm really hoping that I don't break apart.

Maybe when Friday comes, all my worries will wash away. Maybe Joel can make some sense of it....